Anton Koker Stoughton, MA, United States
Chapter 11 The Mystery of Sex Transmutation (Emotional Energy)
These are some of the elements of my daily state of being. I am living in the now. I am staying focused on long term missions and, more importantly, daily actions. Logical and emotional influences are brought in through my senses and sub-conscious mind. Everything comes together in my conscious mind, while I am fully alert and awake.
The journey is much like a voyage on the ocean.
Some days I am a speed boat, throwing up a high wake, two massive waves tossing water aside, behind me, like a zipper opening the ocean, bulleting forward on the shortest, most direct path.
Some days I am a huge ocean liner. Pointed, focused and on schedule, advancing steadily, planned and unchanging.
Some days I am a life preserver, treading water, bobbing with any wave, tossed about haphazardly, to and fro', blind to any mission beyond one of not swallowing or inhaling too much water, and keeping breathing.
No matter what I think with logic and reason, my emotional state powerfully influences my journey. Storms of negative emotions cross my path, obscuring my mission vision, and tossing me side-to-side, threatening to take me off coarse.
Developing habits of a pointed and focused daily plan, and fueling my craft with a full tank of positive emotional energy affords me the choice of vehicle I get to be today.
with gratitude, and, in service
P.S. How many times have you said Your self-talk today?